Well I'm not doing to bad another day, have not felt to good today a little anxiety has returned that maybe to do with the lack of work for my business. I'm debating putting an ad on eBay but I'm not convinced that this is the way forward........

Now it's time to do a diary and take this a little more seriously, I have just had bad news well yesterday anyway that my business partner for http://librautomotive.co.uk wants to move into other areas as I'm the IT part of the business he wants to know if I will charge out for future work on www.librautomotive.co.uk well have I got a problem with that OH NO!! I will be charging £20 per hour .

Does that mean I can bill him for the past two and a half years at £20 per hour?

That's better got that of my chest. So whats new in my life? well certainly getting better not had a panic attack in months now and my anxiety is coming down to managable levels, I'd love to find others who have either beaten this or is still trying to beat this illness.

Oh I've now gone part time so I can pick up Megan (My daughter) and the neighbours kids and concentrate on my online business www.librautomotive being my main customer.

Any way hopefully I'll remember each day to update this in sonme sort of fashion.

OK so what is all this car modification all about I notice http://www.librautomotive.co.uk have loads of car bits I'm over 35 and wonder if people my age actually make changes like Lexus lights, RGM spoilers great place to go to if you have banged your car door mirror but please Lexus lights what are they all about?

OK I know nearly 12 months gone since last blog but I never said I was consistent. Lots have happened over the past twelve months most noticeably is falling ill with Stress, panic attacks generally feeling like shit. But I think I'm beating it just about. Still in the same JOB and also still doing the evening business although getting pretty pissed as no money coming through yet. I know you are supposed to work hard and play hard but nearly 12mths down the line and still not a penny. Am I the thick one here.

Well that was a long lunch, what ever happened to 2003!! Forgot all about my blog but hey I'm only talking to myself!!

Just started 2 weeks holiday from Admiral and working on my many projects as usual. I am currently working on an exciting new projects Librautomotive.co.uk maybe this will give me some money as my last project is about to go down the pan thanks to my business partner who has not got a head for business after over two years he still does nothing!! However a contact I made through.....

[Megan's bit]
I am megan, my dad wrote all of this down there.

what I did today on my school holidays. I got up before Paige & Luke arrived this morning first time this week!.

I invented something on the computer it is a little box with a star, the color is purple and black. Now it's time for bed as I just finished watching Men in Black II.

Back to me now where was I.....

My last project asked if I would be interested in developing a new business my area being IT & Internet which as usual I agreed to well we will see!!

Anyway that's enough for today maybe this time I'll remember to pop back and update this blog and not leave it another 2 years almost.

Bye for now!!

Just been to get my lunch and poped into W H Smith, talk about cattle market. Gave up and here I am. Megan (My daughter) decided to say good by to me this morning by opening the upstairs window and poking her head out and shouting at the top of her voice. One way to give your father a heart attack and nearly hitting the naighbours car! Time to lock all windows and doors.

Scouters meeting last night went well as there were two people missing. These meetings usually go on for hours but last night it was all over by 9.45pm (Started at 9.00pm) I think I'll tell the two who were missing last night not to attend any more meetings as the obviously prolong the blasted thing.

Weather: Bright but over cast, no RAIN getting lighter in the mornings the sign of spring!!

Sat in the office, eating lunch. Hectic morning as uaual for a Monday. Can't belive it's 1pm already so much to do so little time.
After work I have a Scout Leaders Meeting in the local, should be interesting.

Sunday, what a slow day went to Mothers as you do but escaped within two hours. Mum did not like it as she wanted to go to Asda but as I had my wife and daughter and had taken the small car there was no room. Did I do this on purpose I here you ask....

Just finished adding a few bits to one of my charity sites but I'm not happy with it. They all think I'm an expert but I only do it as a hobby my real job is an IT Administrator what ever that means!

The weather: Rain Rain Rain oh and more Rain! pretty dull really.

Just got back from taking my daughter to soft play, lots of dads there are we starting a revelution? How do you tell a 4 year old that you only have an hour to play? just about to start lunch as my wife is at work and I'm starving.

Sad day for Royalty today with the death of Princess Margaret. But in true tradition the media blow it all into a big issue leave them alone!

Back after a few hours....
Little one asleep and just updated my one of many websites that I do for charities, now I'm beat. My thoughts have dried up and I have so much to do but not enough time to do them in. I need to quit work just to consentrate on my many other projects but alas they do not line my pockets or pay the bills.

Major storm over Cardiff tonight hale and wind lots of thunder, how depressing. I NEED A HOLIDAY!

I must spend less time on my PC, I must spend less time on my PC, I must spend less time on my PC, I must spend less time on my PC, I must spend less time on my PC, thats enough line for today. Nos Da.

Well here I am, it's 9.55pm on a Friday night and what am I doing sat in my home office joining a bloging site! I must be mad. I'll tell you more about me when I get the hang of this. Oh by the way I do live in Wales yes the country that lost 54 points against Ireland last weekend. The country that is not visable on a normal globe!!

Just noticed the american time on the bottom of my note 9.55pm GMT